#this is the same cousin that hates me
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what the fuck are these gay doctors doing on my screen
WHY ARE THEY DOOMED I CANT
#after they run away wilson does an experimental drug over seas and they move to the same island that thirteen is on to watch out for her#while she goes thru her stuff#they are happy and they open a private practice#house uses a fake name and sometimes people quint and say *hey aren't you that doctor who was in the new for blowing up* and he says#*nah that's my cousin*#they have a dog that house pretends to hate#i hate them so much holy shit#this what the fuck#my gays dads the anxiety riddles cancer having oncologist and the absolute sociopathic lipping fugitive he married#james wilson#gregory house#greg house#hilson#god i hate them#release me!!!#they literally get so fucking gay in the last five episodes of the show it's crazy#like wow are y'all about to kiss?
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Idk if this is a controversial opinion but I low-key hate when people make Kim and his brothers distant but decide Kim is besties with Vegas at the same time
Kim had no problem walking into a random warehouse and immediately shooting at Vegas on sight
Like idc if it's just that Vegas and Kim are friends/friendly but it's when they specifically add that they are friends and Kim hates his brothers/does not interact with them but he kept in touch with Vegas?
#I personally feel like in canon Kim is at best neutral on Vegas but more likely has the same#feelings as Kinn and Tankhun and heavily dislikes/hates Vegas/the minor family in general#Like I understand it probably comes from Kim doesn't want to be in the#in the mafia*#then Vegas also gets out of it when his dad dies but it feels forced to me#(forced isnt the right word but i cant think rn)#i really can not see any circumstance where kim is willingly and happily reaching out to vegas to become friends#this extends to when people make chay friends with pete#kim is a reserved person why would he ever reach out to a cousin he has been taught to hate for years#even if theyre family tensions got resolved kim is not going out of his way to be friends#and i can not see vegas doing that either#any reason kim has to not interact with his brothers would surely somewhat extend to vegas?#idk if this is just a me thing but the second i see kim and vegas are best friends it annoys me#kim is not going to vegas over his brothers idc how bad his relationship is with them#if hes too paranoid to trust his brothers why would he trust vegas?#kim theerapanyakul#vegas theerapanyakul#mine
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mhm. alr. cool.
#my mom is making me call me cousin cus it’s his birthday#i hate him#i hate my cousins#they bullied me for no reason over stuff they also did#they were pieces of shit and I shouldn’t have to forgive them#js cus they’re family#it’s ridiculous#silly posting:33#:333#uzi posts:3#vent ish#uzi vents !#they said “nobody asked” but when I say the same im a bitch w no friends??#kms!!#sigh
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Man, I hate how causally mean the Pokémon fandom is sometimes.
"Oh no! 2% of 12000 people voted for a game I don't like! Must be something mentally wrong with them! That's the only explanation! It's not like kids also use YouTube and probably voted in that poll because the YouTube algorithm often shoves polls in people's faces as well as the fact that BDSP (and Let's Go) is the only remake easily accessible to that age demographic because all the other games are 10+ years old and they likely haven't discovered what emulation is yet!"
On an unrelated note, remember ten years ago when people would have said a comment like that towards people who enjoyed Black and White?
#pokémon#pokemon#time is a flat circle#This just makes me sad#My younger cousin LOVES BDSP#I hate how she's probably going through the same thing I went through with BW ten years ago
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i know it’s just a comedy show but i’m watching a bit of randy feltface talking about if your unhappy to change something and good lord the signs i keep seeing today i swear to god
#mk.op#i can’t bring myself to play anything right now for some reaso.#reason#god i hate being restricted to mobile#i keep making typos#i keep waiting for my meds to kick in i took more anxiety and something for this headache since i already took excedrin earlier#i had the good sense not to bring any alcohol with me though my cousins do have some but i don’t wanna take anything#even though they gave me the same ol ‘make yourself at home take whatever you want’ etc#(and obviously i know i shouldn’t drink on the meds)#goddddddddddddddd fuck today#not the way i wanted to start the new month
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im so utterly burned out its not even funny christ
#was supposed to go to my moms place yesterday but i just couldn't so i promised ill be there monday morning but my train is in 4 hours#i cant fucking do it#but i HAVE to because its her husband's birthday. dead husband yeah. but my cousins will be there too and they hate each other now#so ill be stuck between them again and god i just dont feel like seeing my mother at all right now i cant do this#and them on fridays my friends are coming over for the whole weekend. my flat is such an utter fucking mess#and i dont even wanna hang out with them. i frankly dont really wanna be friends with them anymore#not after everything they said when i lost weight since now that i gained it all back i finally know exactly what they think of me#and ever since i have not been able to look at them the same but whatever. gotta clean the flat and put on my Entertaining Fun Bestie pants#except id literally rather throw myself off a bridge rn but ok#i dont fucking wanna go see my mom im genuinely gonna cry i cant do this
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omgg lol [guy who won't stop going "more like scapeGOATED" voice] now hold! on!! lmao [same guy just saw encanto voice] Hold on!!!
#& [it might be 5am but i'll still see if i can draw some] trackpad homemade reacts. inhales & hands to head/face x9 then walking off#site giving pretty random Suggested assortment there where i was like oh right sure. prob not tumblr keywords captures lmaooo#(plus happened to have it open in firefox) but my god Not the scapegoated literal seers lmfao. whoooo. my god#also it was just really good anyways like right nice. damn#the (queerrr) seerrr the perceiverrr the truth tellerrr the ruinerrr the scapegoat be-errr the internalizerrr the neurodivergerrr#& now i Know there is 0% chance ppl weren't putting ''always a gay cousin or it's you (avuncular edition)'' in that thing#family tree design not even leaving space for the hypothetical kids of this relative we mostly pretend is nonexistent hmm#also that necessarily. it's giving all intents & purposes Disability abt a dozen ways & it's saying [accept that] vs [we'd better fix him]#you don't cite said [it's giving disability] as part of the We All Hate The Horrible Little Freak scapegoating justification & then be like#''actually we don't have to do that anymore b/c he's sooo normal :)'' or not if you're serious about [don't scapegoat your family] anyways#which like oh ok they Are serious so The Weirdo's scapegoating / casting out / lack of support Isn't justified#so he's still weird & you just gotta get over that b/c otherwise. bye. having a natural rat affinity is such a slay btw#& we've all been there like ''you NEVER want two scapegoats talking it's Over if they do'' + littlest kid is like um. they're the best#plankton voice Correct! inhale i'm so impressed like. getting to go ''finally someone Normal'' (serious abt letting someone Be Weird(tm))#which also always counts as like mm hard time suggesting someone's Not queer & also autistic for a start lmao. an award#adding in suggested layers like talking to oneself; talking Oddly / w difficulty; physical uncoordination; rituals ; acting; animal friend#the layer of ''& all that's fine? like?'' again rather than him ever suppressing or even changing it so far as it's suggested#besides that it's observed as Weird like but so? or else what? nonrhetorical: hostility / rescinded support & driving someone off is what?#& that Truth like the [worse treatment / exclusion / scapegoat] oft recipe for someone giving the support they're not getting themself#again Never let the [ppl both experiencing this] talk oh it's So over. or the child who's all i like family support & kindness actuallyy...#obviously also like the complete opposite of billions. knowing what they're about & letting this Just As Beloved crucial guy be So Weird#but billions Also [hmm feels right for our scapegoated guy to Perceive / Tell Truths / openly want/need & then be hurt] now get his ass#anyway [guy who could always go way on could go way on but only has thirty tags & it's 6am & i still mean to try some drawing] voice#remarkable amt of So True & ''it feels like ppl on the same page w/exactly what they're doing are all behind this''#remarkable amount of concentrated My God That Is So A Slay located in bruno all at once. what a gift#sticking to ''sometimes someone In Your Group is Weird. Disabled. deal'' firmly enough there's no ;) oh u can bet we'll Fix Him in the end#everyone always assumes the worst so....me when i'm [always as a kid yearning for Living In Secret Passages]. emile gtmpota?#oh congrats to whatever rando who will be having his dramatic gay reunion w/bruno just out of frame obviously. i perceive#now imagine if That rando was....emile gtmpota! what a crossover event. haunting4haunting. do i have enough tags for this lmao. yea#& having 1 more tag to say: as though the [endless serving] isn't enough bruno's also as close to gender envy as it gets. incl rats; sure
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why did i leave dance classes

#i did not like it but mom forcefully got me into one of them when i was a kid okay those classes were bad i admit#because she also got me into singing lessons at the same academy and that was. not good im sorry i do not sound good it was a nightmare#but then in seventh grade i again started dance classes and the exercises were ruthless but i had so so so much fun once i adjusted#because i got the hang of it and i was kinda good#it was so fun atleast something out of the house#but then we had one show and i left the academy or maybe the moved but i did not go back and i miss it so much#the two guys who taught us were so. idk weird and now that i look back at some things also kinda inappropriate 👁️ maybe idk#but other than that i had so much fun going out for practicing on the stage etc etc socialising too i miss it so much#it was mostly contemporary and western#dad used to say i should learn khatak too but then i used to hate it#if only i had given a chance to kathak and continued with contemporary atleast i'll have something 😭#and yesterday i was thinking about that dance performance in school and i remember i did not want to do it because i was scared i had lost#that whatever. idk#i miss it now i'm the awkward dancing cousin at weddings because i hate everyone there and i lost the practice 😭#they moved**
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Oh grandma I know why you were never without your trusty penny loafers, even lying in a hospital bed. Floors fucking hurt, that’s why.
#If you think we’re members of the same giant family shhhh no we’re not you’ve never seen this post I am an illusion#your cousin totally isn’t a gay disaster on Tumblr with gender envy for dead British guys wdym shhhhh you never saw me here#We’re Irish we hate the British; it can’t be me! I’m not your cousin!#I’m not a shoemak— [gUnshot]#Well to be fair one of the dead British guys I have gender envy for wanted to be Irish and is therefore an honorary Irishman so#I’m not a traitor#Yeah… that works#You don’t see me. I was never here
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apparently one of my cousins was just accepted into a master's writing program at an Ivy League school
and that's why I almost never go on Facebook 🙃
#look. do I even think I could handle a master's in writing at an Ivy League?#.....I mean. I think so. I managed a master's in geoscience at one of the top geology schools in the nation.#(....''managed'' is doing some VERY heavy lifting there lnjasdknf)#but do I want to do that? no.#do I still feel weird and like I'm wasting my life and everyone else is more accomplished than me? yes.#it does help a bit that the cousin in question has outright told me her success is in large part from her father pushing her v hard#(he did the same thing to her siblings)#and that she kinda fucking hates how she was pushed to succeed so much#like I don't wish that on anyone but it does help me to put into context her success. it comes at a cost. like everything else.#and to be frank it's not a cost I'm willing to pay at this point in my life.#I still feel weird and uhhhhh incompetent I guess would be the best word tho#also like I'm wondering why she's going to an Ivy League when she's already at one of the top writing schools#maybe distance from her family....in which case. godspeed cuz.#ANYWAYS I have a v accomplished family that I at times feel inferior to despite my own accomplishments#and no that has no influence on my OC Angie's own similar feelings why would you think that#(my family would be upset if they knew I felt inferior btw no one makes me feel bad other than my own brain)#(I have a v loving and supportive family and am v blessed to have them~)#whine whine whine
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Like I think peak Naruto for me was the episode after Asuma died where we followed Shikamaru around as he processed and grieved. It was all just daily life, but it was so heavy and GOOD. And then afterwards, with his plan to counter Hidan. Just. It was the Peak.
Meanwhile here we are, the ten tails summed (despite the fact that it's supposed to require the eight tails and nine tails too?? But it only has a portion of their chakra??? But that's enough for some reason???? Idfk the logic does not make sense) and everything is so high stakes and there are world shaking explosions over and over and over again and Honestly the kyuubi is fuckin carrying them through this fight, they'd be Absolutely Fucked without him, but even he's gotta have a limit right??? He said the ten tails is much stronger than him. So what the fuck are they supposed to do???? I'm tired of the huge stakes and the constant increasing of power (this isn't even including Kaguya, which I'm Really not looking forward to for how bullshit it is)
I'm watching it anyways. Because I want to finally be able to say I've finished naruto. But God I can really feel why I never finished it throughout all these years. Ugh!!!!!!
#speculation nation#fanny watches naruto#getting preemptively pissed about neji even tho i said id wait#just bc i saw an article saying kishimoto killed him primarily in order to push naruto and hinata together#and the opening sure does reflect that. has naruto holding her hand and whatever. her crying over neji. whatever#and im trying to withhold judgement until i see it for myself but it just makes me so ANGRY#there are a million other ways he couldve had them end up together. hinata literally confessed her love like 200 episodes ago#but noooooo kishimoto has to not understand how women's feelings work or how to write romance#so we have to shoehorn it in (because of ???? reader satisfaction?? literally why) by killing her cousin as a plot point.#effectively erasing neji's entire arc of working to be free from the main line. by sacrificing himself for the main line.#and you can say it's his choice bc he cares about her. but see it's the exact same thing that happened with his dad.#it was fucked up then and it's fucked up now. UGH UGH UGH UGH.#for a show i love with my whole heart i really do hate it sometimes. ugh!!!!!!!!!!
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realized that two of my ocs had the same last name and this was all i could do about it. most normal family reunion
#they're like second cousins now. in official lore#they both think that the other is the gay cousin#and also they're like the same age. they'd kinda hate each other but get along swimmingly#together in hell#(not sharing the other one's name)#(partially because i don't remember it)#characters: aluzie alvarez-matvienko (first time using her updated name) and. hmm. s. alvarez (they/he)#things that i draw#sorry gamers like i said on g*shu daily. health issues are KILLING ME none of you are getting anything more than a sketch#for the rest of the month
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maybe I don’t hate my smile anymore
#Was looking through my camera roll n found this picture from freshman year of me n my cousin#n I hate my smile bc it looks uneven like my lips n the shape of my mouth#But seeing the pic w my cousin right next to me hers does the exact same thing#n I love her smile so much that I don’t hate mine anymore bc I see hers in it#I still don’t like it bc It looks bad on me but maybe with time it’ll grown on me more (hopefully)#Isn’t that such and interesting thing I loving someone so much you hate yourself less#Idk just something poetic about it#screaming
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me after realizing half of my irls are also gacha kids

#my 6 year old cousins#my 13 year old cousin#that guy who lowkey bullied his friend for being a furry#that one girl everyone hates#my classmate that only interacts with me through the groupchat#my bffs#that ONE GIRL who is interested in everything IM interested in#<- srsly HOW are we in all of the same fandoms#what is going on#is this my life now#drew tmf#tmf#kind of#freakblr
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check out my disabled cousin’s kickass new stories!!!
my cousin is going through a particularly tough time right now but he’s incredibly talented and it would mean the world if people could check out his new youtube channel for short stories and toss a like or comment his way! (oh and if you subscribe we can kiss on the mouth with tongue)
he is autistic and disabled and currently lives across the US from me and his whole support system. i want him to know how much he matters and how great his art really is!!!
i can’t blaze this because obviously i’m not supporting tumblr financially right now, so if we could blaze it the old fashioned way (in the 420 sense or reblog sense, whichever) that would be amazing. love you guys. mwah
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#please guys my cousin is such an awesome guy and i hate how lost he’s feeling right now :(#if anyone knows how exactly to tag this to reach the kind of people who help out financially let me know#he’s not asking people for any money but i feel like those same people would extend a like or even subscribe#personal#short stories#audiobooks#flash fiction#youtube channel#disabled#autistic#Youtube
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#I hate that I’m dreading these big family events coming up#I hate that this is my family life right now.#thanksgiving is coming up and my cousin always hosts it at her house#and her father has cancer and it’s not certain how many more years he has left#so I must go#but my husband doesn’t wanna be around my parents so he won’t go#so then the whole holiday is basically just fucked for me and my son#since we can’t be in two places at once#also Bebas birthday is coming up#and instead of being excited and happy about it#I’m dreading it#because again husband and parents can’t be in the same room#so either my parents won’t be there for my sons first birthday#or they will and everyone promises to be good and I end up with the worst anxiety of my life waiting for something awful to happen#if I could leave all of them I would#I’d take my kid and go off into the distance and never see any of them ever again
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